Same old routine
Same old friends
You were always absent
When she was in need.

The family she needed
Was there to place blame
Whenever opportunities came.

Spilled coffee and sugar on the counter
Once again, go catch that train
Be on time, or no pay today
Now force a smile. Later you may cry.

Always spending more than she earns
The world is pretty but the people, so wicked
Shed been tricked too many times to remember
But the wound bleeds daily to reminder her.

Shes so dying of life
She wanted to get away, fade away
For good. But suddenly
Life got in the way.

Landlord knocking. Sounds like thunder.
Heats out, fridge empty. It's humming
Rents late, once more.
Phones ringing, creditors calling.

Shed promised herself to turn her life around
That day never did come.
End her life today, she will
Cup of water and a pill.

Shes so dying of life
She wanted to get away, fade away
For good. But suddenly
Life got in the way.

Theres a new life she is carrying
Not just her own
A girl is to be born, her first
Shell give her pain, a reason to live and much more.
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